Do you ever stop and wonder whose life you are living? I had the weirdest feeling today... another minor break down (I find that I am very good at these). This one was truly minor and I got over it very quickly. I got up from my desk at work and just went to the gym. I had to get away. I was sitting there, and people were asking me for the most ridiculous things at work, and they were coming at me from all different directions, I just couldn't take it anymore. I asked myself ... seriously, what am I doing?
Do you ever step outside yourself and look inside and wonder, what am I doing here? I love my life, I am so very happy in it. I really feel very fulfilled in so many areas of my personal life. But sometimes I wonder if I am happy and fulfilled, but living someone else's life. Like, I'm not really doing what I want in terms of a career. Sometimes I find myself committing to things both personally and professionally while at the same time thinking, I don't want to do that! How do you stop that? Is this just part of being an adult ... or is it still early enough to break out of this pattern?
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Weddings, Oh My!
I really must do a better job at the up keep of this blog. I also need to figure out some way to push this information out to you people so that you don't have to continue to check back in here. Anyone know how to set up an RSS feed?
There is really so much going on these days, which is why it makes it hard to find the time to blog. The most important of these things is that two of my bestest (I know that's not really a word) friends, Allison (and KC) & Sabrina (and Conor) are engaged. How exciting is that?! I won't even get personal, and tell you all how the boys did it. (KC proposed to Allison standing in front of the Lake with a row of tea light candles. Conor proposed to Sabrina on a bridge over a Koi pond in Hawaii. Heck, I've had to keep enough secrets these past few months, I can't do it anymore! It's pretty romantic stuff!) I really, couldn't be more ecstatic for the soon to be brides and their soon to be husbands.
It's just so weird that in our small little group of friends from college we've gone all this time with one proposal (and subsequent marriage) and then wham, bam, thank you ma'am ... there are two more within 72 hours of each other. Crazy how the world works out like that! We're totally getting to that age where there will be more and more weddings to go to each year. And then there will be more and more baby showers! That's crazy ... I can't think about baby showers. I can handle my friends getting married, I can not handle them pregnant and unable to drink chardonnay and gossip with me! And it's very important they keep me in mind when making these decisions.
Any how, the next year is going to be so much fun! We already have a weekend planned in LA to wedding dress shop. I can't wait! Counting down the days!
There is really so much going on these days, which is why it makes it hard to find the time to blog. The most important of these things is that two of my bestest (I know that's not really a word) friends, Allison (and KC) & Sabrina (and Conor) are engaged. How exciting is that?! I won't even get personal, and tell you all how the boys did it. (KC proposed to Allison standing in front of the Lake with a row of tea light candles. Conor proposed to Sabrina on a bridge over a Koi pond in Hawaii. Heck, I've had to keep enough secrets these past few months, I can't do it anymore! It's pretty romantic stuff!) I really, couldn't be more ecstatic for the soon to be brides and their soon to be husbands.
It's just so weird that in our small little group of friends from college we've gone all this time with one proposal (and subsequent marriage) and then wham, bam, thank you ma'am ... there are two more within 72 hours of each other. Crazy how the world works out like that! We're totally getting to that age where there will be more and more weddings to go to each year. And then there will be more and more baby showers! That's crazy ... I can't think about baby showers. I can handle my friends getting married, I can not handle them pregnant and unable to drink chardonnay and gossip with me! And it's very important they keep me in mind when making these decisions.
Any how, the next year is going to be so much fun! We already have a weekend planned in LA to wedding dress shop. I can't wait! Counting down the days!
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